today i’m trying to move forward, to do some little things around the house that have been neglected for a week. forward, at least one moment at a time.
i think i’ve missed someone’s birthday…was it you? there are two more birthdays coming up this week - at least i got their cards ready for the mail.
i have tons of laundry. the house is a mess. my computer is a mess. my IN BOX is a mess. apparently i am a mess.
i still have several things to do for her family (burn a cd, burn a dvd, scan some more pictures, figure out how to access her itunes account, gather the printed pictures together, put stuff in a box and over-night it) but, at least i’m moving inch-by-inch, forward.
i have three contest give-aways that i’ve yet to deal with. if you’ve come here looking for a winner, i’m sorry but i haven’t chosen one. but look forward to that maybe by the end of the weekend.
i have emails to write and shout-outs to give for the contest i won. i have posts to write (if i could write what i’m feeling right now you’d need not worry about reading material for the next decade or so) and others’ blogs to read. last night i finally hit “mark all as read” because there were more than 2,000 sitting there looking at me.
my kidney blog is still in utter disarray. it needs my full an undivided attention when i get around to it. i don’t look forward to it…
i’m still wearing my jammies, i forgot to get dressed.
just one step at a time, one step forward. my mind isn’t ‘forward’ it holds on to the fact that one week ago right now, this very minute, she was still here - she hadn’t gone forward.

2008/05/02 20:40
Take it easy and nothing wrong with some comfy jammies.
2008/05/04 17:54
@Blogversary
I love jammies on every day…
K