Lost

2008/05/13 @ 16:30 EDT
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I feel as though I don’t have much to say today, yet I probably do have a lot of things I could write about.  Mostly I don’t feel like doing anything, today.

Missing her comes in waves, when I least expect it.  I’m at a loss… in more ways than one.

Last week I was angry and full of angry things to say, but now I’ve forgotten most of what my anger was about.  I don’t feel so angry anymore, not today…

… mostly I feel lost.

My thoughts are lost and my dreams are confusing.  Does someone have a map?

I know feeling this way - lost, angry, sad, angry again, lost - is just the process of greiving.  But it doesn’t mean that it’s easier just because I have an explanation for my emotions.

What’s most lost to me is the explanation of why she is lost…


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7 Responses to “Lost”

  1. Astacia
    2008/05/13 18:09

    ((big hug))
    Healing vibes going out for you and all of Elaine’s loved ones.

    Astacias last blog post..Big News

  2. Boxerlady
    2008/05/13 19:06

    I’m sorry….I wish I knew the right thing to say but I think in stitutions like this there is no “right thing”.
    Just….((((HUGS)))))

    Boxerladys last blog post..Turning 21 and the days after

  3. Blogversary
    2008/05/13 22:07

    Do we ever stop asking why? Hugs and my thoughts are with you.

    Blogversarys last blog post..mother’s day, touching article, and my need to escape

  4. Krissi from Krississippi
    2008/05/13 22:16

    @Astacia

    Thank you *BIGHUGSYOUBACK*

  5. Krissi from Krississippi
    2008/05/13 22:17

    @Boxerlady

    Just having you comment or say you’re thinking about me is the “right thing to say”. Thank you *HUGS*

    -Krissi

  6. Krissi from Krississippi
    2008/05/13 22:17

    @Blogversary

    I guess I’ll never stop wondering… it just doesn’t (and never will) make any sense :(

    -K

  7. Judy
    2008/05/13 22:22

    Oh, grief is so very hard. I’m so sorry that you have to go through this — and what a senseless loss. *hugs* and prayers for you, Krissi.

    Judys last blog post..more specifics about the results

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