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2008/05/13 @ 16:30 EDT
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Tags: angry, death, elaine, friends, friendship, greif, greiving, lost

I feel as though I don’t have much to say today, yet I probably do have a lot of things I could write about. Mostly I don’t feel like doing anything, today.

Missing her comes in waves, when I least expect it. I’m at a loss… in more ways than one.

Last week I was angry and full of angry things to say, but now I’ve forgotten most of what my anger was about. I don’t feel so angry anymore, not today…

… mostly I feel lost.

My thoughts are lost and my dreams are confusing. Does someone have a map?

I know feeling this way - lost, angry, sad, angry again, lost - is just the process of greiving. But it doesn’t mean that it’s easier just because I have an explanation for my emotions.

What’s most lost to me is the explanation of why she is lost…

7 Responses to “Lost”

Astacia
2008/05/13 18:09
((big hug))
Healing vibes going out for you and all of Elaine’s loved ones.

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Boxerlady
2008/05/13 19:06
I’m sorry….I wish I knew the right thing to say but I think in stitutions like this there is no “right thing”.
Just….((((HUGS)))))

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Blogversary
2008/05/13 22:07
Do we ever stop asking why? Hugs and my thoughts are with you.

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Krissi from Krississippi
2008/05/13 22:16
@Astacia

Thank you *BIGHUGSYOUBACK*
Krissi from Krississippi
2008/05/13 22:17
@Boxerlady

Just having you comment or say you’re thinking about me is the “right thing to say”. Thank you *HUGS*

-Krissi
Krissi from Krississippi
2008/05/13 22:17
@Blogversary

I guess I’ll never stop wondering… it just doesn’t (and never will) make any sense :(

-K
Judy
2008/05/13 22:22
Oh, grief is so very hard. I’m so sorry that you have to go through this — and what a senseless loss. *hugs* and prayers for you, Krissi.

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