Friend, Lost

AJK,

It’s been so long since I had you on my “friends” list (IRL or online) and I miss you like crazy, I really do. Whatever we’re mad at each other about, can’t we just let it go? It was so, SO long ago (7 years? 8?) that we let our friendship go missing; 6 years of being “BFF’s” before that time seems like a lifetime ago.

It would mean so much to me to reconnect with you… life is just too short to continue walking on eggshells wondering why we aren’t friends.

Please at least reply - tell me to F-off or something, if that’s all you can manage. It’s killing me to ignore you, and to be ignored by you, while always wondering if there is a chance our old and true friendship could be rekindled.

I have never stopped admiring you and loving you from afar. Not for a single day.

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Lyrica

I’m wondering if anyone who reads my blog takes Lyrica for Fibromyalgia? I was once diagnosed with Fibro, although I have always questioned it (mostly because some symptoms like chronic fatigue/pain are similar to the general effects of CKD/ESRD).

I’ve been having more and more ‘episodes’ of chronic pain which prevent me from sleeping and moving (think: I-ache-all-over-like-the-flu pain) and lead me to (reluctantly) wonder if maybe the Fibro diagnosis is really plausible.

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Loss - Theirs, Ours, Mine

The reasons for “loss” are confusing and elusive to me. The loss of [the life of] anyone we love - young or old - is never something any of us wish to experience, yet death is the only inevitable part of life.

Inevitable, but seldom welcomed.

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Confused

Am I looking at this right? Is my own Gravatar really not working on my own blog?! Is that even possible?

— EDIT

P.S. Does anyone else feel like strangling Twitter?

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Anxious

I’m full of anxiety. When I woke this morning I had the tell-tale signs of panic - about what, I don’t know.

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Secret Attached Baby - Not so Secret Anymore

I have the handy little Windows Vista side-bar thingy on my computer’s desktop and one of my Gadgets is the feed to the CNN top stories.

I’m thinking I might remove it.

For more than two days I stared at the headline “Girl carries secret baby to hospital, still attached” with an emotion that can only be described as

“beyond angry and ready to reach through the internet and strangle someone”

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