Take it however you want it, but I wanna do bad things… right now.
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When you came in the air went out.
And every shadow filled up with doubt.
I don’t know who you think you are,
But before the night is through,
I wanna do bad things with you.
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The two lines of “Goodnight, Goodnight” that speak to me:
“It’s beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world“
and the following, underlined…
You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together
I’ve lick my wounds but I can’t ever see them getting better
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same
Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behavior
Something’s gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh
Whoa, oh…Yeah
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Maybe there’s a reason I haven’t had a “best friend” in over 7 years. I no longer trust or love easily.
When I was younger and living in CA (which was probably the most awesome and life-defining four years of my life) I had a huge group of friends. Every single friend was someone I trusted deeply; I gave my raw emotional love to them freely, and with absolute and total trust that my vulnerabilities were safe. The same was shared with me, and it went both ways.
Love and friendship are about being vulnerable and trusting that the other person won’t ever use those vulnerabilities against you.
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2008/07/17 @ 15:51 EDT
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By it’s nature, blogging is dramatic, selfish, mean-spirited and oftentimes hurtful. Let’s face it, not everyone is going to agree with your (or my) opinion, and if you read it (or write it) chances are you’ll have your feelings hurt at some point.
It’s a blog-eat-blog world out there, folks.
I’m going to throw my insults around about some recent goings-on in the blogosphere. I’m pitching my opinion into the proverbial pool because I’m irritated and annoyed (which could probably count for PMS, if I still had that ability.)
And yes, I do want to know what you think… the good, bad AND the ugly. Here’s your chance to tell me you love me, or you hate me.
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AJK,
It’s been so long since I had you on my “friends” list (IRL or online) and I miss you like crazy, I really do. Whatever we’re mad at each other about, can’t we just let it go? It was so, SO long ago (7 years? 8?) that we let our friendship go missing; 6 years of being “BFF’s” before that time seems like a lifetime ago.
It would mean so much to me to reconnect with you… life is just too short to continue walking on eggshells wondering why we aren’t friends.
Please at least reply - tell me to F-off or something, if that’s all you can manage. It’s killing me to ignore you, and to be ignored by you, while always wondering if there is a chance our old and true friendship could be rekindled.
I have never stopped admiring you and loving you from afar. Not for a single day.
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